The Villain.

Take my love for granted, I will give it all to you. You go on, push me over and over again, now I'm standing on the edge of a cliff, the depths of which are unknown. If I fall now, it will be the end of us two. I try my best to hold on, save us from falling apart, I'm sticking to the dirt on the ground, anything that will keep me on the verge for some time longer, I'm fighting back against the winds and storms, the forces trying to push me over, trying to make me fall in that endless pit of utter darkness. I've always been fighting for your love, but it seems harder than ever now.

The winds ceased and the calmness reigned, finally I was able to save us from that tragic end. The danger long gone, I turn towards the cliff, smiling like crazy. And just when I was about to leave that place once for all, hands pushed me from behind, tripping me over into that void. And heck, I was falling. This was it, the end of us, the end of me. A quick glance behind, my eyes open out wide, the thumping pain in my heart creeps its way back, the beast inside is unleashed causing havoc, tearing me up on the inside. Would I even be able to survive that?

I take in the darkness around, monsters emerging from the darkness greeting me. I was one of them now, reduced to nothingness, without any reason, any motive to live, in constant search of demolition and pain, I walked around hurting others, inflicting pain I could not escape from. If I could not be happy, why should they be? Why should they smile when all I could do was cry and cut my self to pieces and drown myself down? Why should they go on and love when I lived in hatred and darkness? Why should they be at peace when I was in an endless battle with the inner me? Why should they have a home, a family when I was out there all lonely? Life could be cruel, but so could I. So I took my mask out, draped with my black coat, I became the devil they so feared.

I've spent my nights all alone, your picture in my hand, trying to take in the betrayal, the heartbreak which would just not sink in. Why did you have to make me leave? From a place high up in the sky, you dragged me to the very bottom of the ground. We could have been happy, we could have been a family, but you turned out selfish, and left me in utter misery.

And that was it, if I could not be a shining sun, I'd be the dark clouds that blinded everyone in the daylight, trapping the light. You stole my blue and left me as a depressing grey sky. I've spent my life drowning, now I'd be the tsunami tides which you all should be fearing. I was the beast unleashed, numb to any feeling, resenting, hurting, burning in the flames of an endless despondency.