Friday 20 October 2017

Words Unsaid.

It's nearly three, I can't sleep and you're all I can think about. The thoughts crossing my mind listlessly make me yearn for your presence, for your touches, for you to be right here lying next to me. These thoughts of early morning make my heart beat again. The picture of you and I in the same bed, your legs wrapped around mine and your body clung to my chest, I'll hold you tighter all throughout the night and close my eyes, drifting off into a peaceful sleep, though the idea of waking up all night long just to watch you sleep so tempts me. The thought of me waking up with you on top of me, your hair a messy bun on top of your head, I'll lie there still and not wake you up, just cherish this moment when I'll be having you all for myself.

The thought of talking to you all throughout the night, feeling the warmth your touches emit, your scent taking me higher and driving me wild, I'll kiss you slowly goodnight. When you'll be having nightmares I'll hold you closer, lull you to sleep and stay awake to keep an eye on you, for I'll be the fortress if you be my princess. I can picture your hand resting on my head, while your fingers gently caress my hair and play with the endless curls, I'll grip your waist and taste your cheeks. These fluttering, these sparks I can see each time I think of you fill the gap between us two as I now drift off to sleep with the image of that smile your lips curve in to, so merry, so sweet, so true.

It's now four, no longer three. I'm wide awake again and thoughts of you start invading my head. The thoughts, the dreams of you and  I disembogue from this mind of mine, as an endless stream of the almighty's river. I lay back and let my dreams get the better of me, You're here, right next to me. Our fingers are intertwined, your hair falling on this face of mine, I breathe in your maddening scent and getting away from you seems practically impossible. I roll over and hold you closer, kiss you good-morning. You give me your brightest smile, and I just stare at this masterpiece thinking how lucky I was to be the only one watching such an adorable scene, as you yawn and stretch your legs out, as you rub the water off your eyes and look and me and smile, as you push back the strand of hair fallen on your face, as you catch me off-guard staring at you so intently and blush slightly. I just know good days lie ahead and that these thoughts will one day be true,